All my life I've tried to understand the world intellectually—and failed because of my own thoughts. Not because they were wrong, but because they were too loud. They told me who I should be, how I should feel, and what role I should play. Only when this system collapsed did something new begin: a quiet, unspectacular, but radically honest path to myself.
Today I accompany people who are tired of half-truths. People who sense that behind their pain, their exhaustion, or their inner turmoil, something greater than any fear awaits. People who are ready to stop defending their inner walls and instead explore them – layer by layer.
My work is not a concept. Not a method I devised. It is the result of ruptures, of questions that had no answers, and of moments when I had to summon the courage to no longer look away. I call this path the "great feeling"—a state in which heart, gut, and head no longer fight against each other, but remind each other of what is true.
I know what darkness feels like in your mind. What it's like when thoughts narrow and life feels smaller. And I know how much light awaits beyond, if you're willing to walk through that narrowness. That's why I accompany people: not to change them, but to show them what within them is indestructible and free.
My inner transformation began at 40. I questioned everything I had been taught—and everything I had told myself. Beliefs, expectations, securities, role models: none of it stood up to honest scrutiny. They offered structure, but not truth. Support, but not freedom. They reflected the ego—not being.
When these mental programs fell away, a space opened that defies thought. An inner knowing arises from the connection of the three brains: gut, heart, and head. When this triad becomes palpable, fear collapses. Clarity arises without explanation. A person knows who they are without having to explain it.
This is the point at which change begins – gently, but irreversibly.
For over 20 years, I have supported people through stress, burnout, panic attacks, chronic pain, inner restlessness, and psychosomatic tension. I never consider pain in isolation, but always within the context of its underlying thought patterns. Not to analyze it, but to make the underlying program visible.
All my training – medicine, transactional analysis, transpersonal psychology, holotropic breathwork according to Stanislav Grof, medical massage – only forms the foundation. The real transformation comes from something deeper: from the moment a person realizes that their greatest power lies not in thinking, but in their presence.
I have remained a learner. Not out of obligation, but out of an inner burning desire. Because I am interested in truth. Because I am interested in freedom. Because I know what becomes possible when a person truly encounters themselves.
If you are ready to allow this encounter, I will accompany you. Not as a teacher, not as a know-it-all – but as someone who has walked the path from inner struggle to clarity themselves.